He's a God who provides - Part II

In the earlier post- Busy and Mentally Torturing April, I talked about the Phuket air ticket that I'd booked last year during the promotion for this coming May at the end of the earlier post.  I was saying that we don't have any extra to even book for a night to stay as well as expenses.

Hubby just skype me about his April's paycheck where another part of his bonus was included and now we have few hundreds extra, and the best news is... that means..... WE CAN GO PHUKET FOR HOLIDAY!!!!

The feeling is really awesome... from knowing it is IMPOSSIBLE  for us to take a vacation after all these months and NOW... it is definitely POSSIBLE to go!!!



I can't express the happiness enough in words... but it is only God's awesome power could bless us!



We are planning not to spend more than half of the bonus and keep the other half for any emergency (since we dont have savings at all).  AND, need not have to doubt... the 10% of the bonus will be back to God's kingdom!!!



= )


Thank you JESUS!



p/s: and now we are seeing the RAINBOW after the storm... Praise the Lord!!!

AND my heart go... "shalalalala.... shalala in the morning.... Oooooh~~~~"

Hunting for a Dust Prevention Net for window

I am not sure if there's such thing exist, but our home need a Dust Net (similar to mosquito net) for our room windows.  As mentioned in the earlier post...

I didn't even include sweeping and mopping cos we really don't do that frequently.  Not that I love seeing dirt around the house, but because our apartment are right next to a plaza when there are more than 20 air-condition blowing to our side.  No matter how hard I sweep, it will last the max is two days... and the dust will pill up again.

Our unit is always dusty even we just open the room's windows before we sleep.

I cleaned the floor yesterday, the dust is accumulated as though the room's been emptied for more than three months.  So, I think we need a dust protection if there's any...

I tried googled but found nothing that's close to what I say.  If you are reading this and know anything about it please do leave me a comment, we will be very thankful.


Now I will continue to google solution for it...

p/s: I'd rearranged our furniture a little to ease the process of sweeping, now I am happy with the arrangement so as hubby.  =)

Our room - move in one of the bed side lamps from living hall. Now both side has lamps

Chair for hubby to sit while he's wearing socks (moved from living hall).

His plan

Thanks to Pei Yin... a verse that I need for today.

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

Busy and mentally torturing April

Month of April... is been busy.

My calendars are packed and full... physically I am stretched, so as spiritually and mentally.


Some how I am reminded that work is another issue that could easily pull Christian away from God.  So very easy...

Came back from rehearsals, I am normally tired and lazy of doing anything else in the home.  Laundry piled up, dishes piled up so as ironing.  I didn't even include sweeping and mopping cos we really don't do that frequently.  Not that I love seeing dirt around the house, but because our apartment are right next to a plaza when there are more than 20 air-condition blowing to our side.  No matter how hard I sweep, it will last the max is two days... and the dust will pill up again.

I still bake here and there... but, I do feel that the whole routine is messed up. Whenever there's rehearsals and shows added in my teaching schedule it will be another session to arrange the slots to accommodate both.  Not complaining, but... at times I just feel like physically I am not as fit as I used to be on top of my easily-fall-sick condition.

Some days I traveled 30km (or more for just one way) to the rehearsal in Port Klang and 15km straight head to teach in Petaling Jaya then another 25km back home; some days we had venue rehearsals from 10pm and end like 12.30am and for sure I will wake up early to prepare breakfast before hubby goes to work; some days I had show ended late and the next morning have to wake up real early for another appointment or teaching and etc.  Hubby insisted to company me when he is off work and thus, he's been sleeping little and waking up in a sleepyhead in the morning for almost two weeks.  Praise God for an understanding and supportive husband, and the fact that we are both not really sick... yet.

I am so occupied with these things and when I have time, I would lay in the sofa and turn to my favourite shows- NCIS, CSI(s), Castle, Bones, So you think you can dance and etc.  I've been neglecting my garden and now almost all plants are dying, and yet I am still neglecting it.  I don't even water them, thinking since God would send rain... why should I bother to 'shower' them?

Sigh... upside down...

However, I need the extra income.. in fact, we need it.  Still, we could not really cover the bills and expenses we have to clear every month.  I have been wondering... why?

I (we) have got bills to clear still, but after paying all... we will be left with nothing even just for our daily expenses.  I am not certain what we have left in the bank could cover everything we still have to pay or not.  It's torturing mentally and spiritually to even think about going through this cycle again... and again.

Hubby is been saying, "keep praying... and ask God for provision".  There's nothing else we can do, we have done our best trying to save on our expenses... save on food, grocery, and don't use credit card for other things beside petrol... unless we are really desperate.  But still....

I don't know how and what to do anymore... It seems hopeless and helpless...

So I surrender, Lord! You settle these, ok?

Prayer:   I pray that after this storming April, we will be able to see the rainbow when sunlight shine through us.. we will be able to see our future path clearly by then!

Rainbow - God's blessing
Sunlight - Jesus

p/s: I'd booked air ticket to Phuket on May last year... seems like we will not have any extra to even book hotel for even a night.  Guess most likely we will have to abandon the air ticket and stick around at home.  Unless God perform His miracle and somehow we will have money to go... or, well.. maybe it's just best to stay home and not spending any cents.