To be the Godly husband and wife

A post that is posted by Godly Woman Daily really caught my attention today, something that I need to build myself stronger and become a better wife that God will be proud of. The title and points sort of made the 'tips' clear, but it will be good to go through when you have the free time. You can view the entire article by clicking here.

7 Secrets of a Good Christian Wife

① Pray for your husband.
② Speak clearly and directly to your husband.
③ Have your own support system.

④ Accept his relationship with his mom.
⑤ Be his partner.
⑥ Be an independent woman.
⑦ Accept him as a spiritual leader.

I went through the 7 points and immediately noticed there are areas that I need to work on. Not one, but almost 3/4 of it. Well, I am not perfect either... I have my areas to work on.


Just the other day the site were telling about the 5 Priorities of a Godly Husband, which I did not read on but passed to hubby (the iPad) and let him digest on it. Not that I don't bother, but it is better I don't know about it rather than me judging or comparing him to what the article is teaching. So it was my gesture of giving him space to grow rather than me pushing him (that's not the part I enjoy too).

My less-than-a-year business has occupied most of my time with the new addition to the family of our first ever pet - a beagle.  The busy-ness of life sort of sucked out the idea of praying, especially praying for my beloved husband.

As both the articles are linked in one way or another, guess it is time for both of us to look into the real intention of God when He put us husband and wife together. To honor, to love, to learn and grow into the man and woman He intended us to be.  To share and enjoy the love that God has been giving us and demonstrate on one another.  Destination would be to shower unconditional love on one another, but since we can never reach there due to our limitation and shortcoming... we can try our very best to reach the closet point to the point 'unconditional'.

Praise God for His wisdom that inspired the ministry in writing the articles, and now it's up to us to read up, pick up and practice it!

Thank You Jesus!

Hubby admitted - 2nd night

Hubby's condition is much much better today. He has super great appetite, went for 2 sessions of physio therapy that he fully enjoyed and besides a slight pain he's nerve is not pressed that much as compared to the days before he got admitted. Happy for him. =)

Seeing him gobbling one after another and almost eating every edible food around him, he's just like a small child that got all the permission in the world to eat whatever things that come into his way. Guess he will put on some weight when he's home... haha

As for me, eyes are not cooperating much today. Started swelling since the morning. Took pill but it did not subside like it used to. Took the second dosage when both my upper and lower eye lips were swollen. Was experiencing exhaustion that I have no idea of the reason - could it be the fact that I stayed up last night becos I could not sleep? Or becos there's something wrong with my physical body?

No Idea.


Nap on the sofa chair, with no back support. My back also starting to ache, actually since yesterday... One kind nurse helped me put on a patch when she's putting one for hubby. Felt much better, at least the muscle was relaxed a little.

Pray that I will be able to go through this period of time without worsening my health condition as my Saviour permits.

Dossy again, will sleep soon tonight. Although really hope to do some work but I know physically it's a red zone for myself.

Ok. will zzZzzZzzZz...

Thank God for another day

Finally got up. Text hubby while toileting. :P couldn't help it cos that's how much I miss him.

He's always there for me... all d time. But I'd taken his 'always here' for granted.

Now I know how it feels like to have a life without him, as short as a night. Not fun.

Alright, have a few things to do before I head to b w my darling.
1. Clean myself, get dress.
2. Clean up puppy's poo n feed him. Make sure he has sufficient water supply for d day.
3. Pack my work station hopefully can get to work a little so won't be too far behind.
4. To post office posting one customer's parcel while driving out.
5. Go thru d morning jam
6. Be with my darling.

Hopefully he will be able to be discharged today. The house without him is never complete.

Now it's d time to get all d errands started.

Have a great n blessed day.

A night without him

Darling is staying a night in hospital. Missing him badly...


Really... b.a.d.l.y.


Now I know how blessed I am to have him sleeping beside me the past daysss...


A night on the empty bed, is just weird.

Though not the first time, but I miss him especially tonight.

Enough!! I am strong because of Him

I think I'd never cry so much in my life before in a day.

It's been... almost the entire day.

A life shocking news, change my entire past around.


It's so overwhelming... and so hard to sink in.



Hubby tried his very best yesterday to accompany me.  Took Emergency Leave just to come back and be with me, preparing tissuessss for me while my tear dropped like water tap that runs out of control, cry with me.... he never left my sight. I thank God for him, thank God for who God is... and thank God for putting my precious husband in my life.


Woke up this morning, I thought of the whole situation.... It is not a dream, it is something that's actually happening... and I read of dear messages from my cousin sisters, and I started tearing again.


My eyes have been swollen since yesterday for the non stop 'flowing' for hours. As I woke hubby up for work, he told me from his angle to look at my right eye... it was as though both my eyes were closed. That's how bad it is... even right at this moment that Im typing, I still can feel the stiffness in my right eye especially.
Hubby 'giggles' at the dining table when I smile at him becos my right eye was so small and he could only see a thin black line.


At this point of time, I wanna be strong and be able to accept the fact. Enough of crying yesterday and today, God has mould me all these years to who I am today. There's no need of thinking otherwise and feeling sorry for myself anymore.


I am blessed to be in the family with so much of LOVE showered by everybody else... that I don't even deserved. I thank God for everybody in my family.. and I will claim that FOREVER.


And I am also thankful to my family in Christ who have been trying their best to message, whatsapp, call and ask about me. Could not afford to talk to anyone of them because my eyes were so painful from the crying.  But God is GOOD.... He knows what's best for me and I could not imagine how my life would be if I am NOT accepted in His Kingdom, it'll be a total miserable life left for me.


SO, Enough!! I AM who I am, the truth can not change the fact. And I am strong, because of His strength in me. Though I may not be emotionally stable to talk to anyone verbally yet, I am DETERMINED NOT to feel sorrow for this.

Thank you Lord, for Loving me. And thank You for the family that You'd given me.

Today is the worst day of my life....

Noticed I can't put this in my fb, I have to come back to the blog i'd abandoned for quite some time.

All these years, all that I live and believed... were a lie.
Although many times we rather know the truth, this is what I rather not even know about it even my last breath.

I have been hanging on for so long, why all the sudden everything is torn and collapse becos of you - T.r.u.t.h... you ARE so CRUEL!

This is so overwhelming and I cannot stop crying since I heard of this news this morning... my eyes are sore and painful but I still could not believe what I just heard.

I'm feeling really sad, and there's not much of freedom of speech in FB anymore.. I just need a place to write and release all the emotion in my heart.

P.A.I.N is all I feel...